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Wednesday, January 6, 2010,5:22 PM
fear.
yesterday came a shocking news. she is coming back...for a short trip.
what he fear most has happened, n i realised that is oso what i fear.
why is she coming back? the motive is unclear. nobody knows except herself bahh.. haix.
suddenly e fear of losing him becomes stronger. he says he would not see her but i tink if their fate persists, they would still see each other eventually. i don't want to think pessimistically but the case seems to be like this. he had loved her more than anything before. there's really no guarantee if they would rekindle. although he says he would not be with someone who had betrayed him before, i still do not feel secure. what am i thinking? i don't 'own' him at all so what im i scared of losing?! .....
im confused.
maybe im just scared of changes in our 'relationship' if they rekindle.
if....if....
oneday they rekindle, i would wish them good. from the bottom of my heart.
i just wish for him to be happy.
nomatter who's beside him, as long as he's happy, i'll be happy too.
i hope when she comes back, his emotions would not be affected unless it'll do him good.
こんにちは。 私は miki。 私は 20 歳である。 私はDNを愛するが, 