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Wednesday, January 6, 2010,5:22 PM
fear.
yesterday came a shocking news. she is coming back...for a short trip.
what he fear most has happened, n i realised that is oso what i fear.
why is she coming back? the motive is unclear. nobody knows except herself bahh.. haix.
suddenly e fear of losing him becomes stronger. he says he would not see her but i tink if their fate persists, they would still see each other eventually. i don't want to think pessimistically but the case seems to be like this. he had loved her more than anything before. there's really no guarantee if they would rekindle. although he says he would not be with someone who had betrayed him before, i still do not feel secure. what am i thinking? i don't 'own' him at all so what im i scared of losing?! .....
im confused.
maybe im just scared of changes in our 'relationship' if they rekindle.
if....if....
oneday they rekindle, i would wish them good. from the bottom of my heart.
i just wish for him to be happy.
nomatter who's beside him, as long as he's happy, i'll be happy too.
i hope when she comes back, his emotions would not be affected unless it'll do him good.
Tuesday, January 5, 2010,11:19 AM
complicated.
四個月了·
發生很多事情.
我跟他 關系複雜.以前 我很在乎 但 現在 我無所謂.關系是什麼已經不重要了 因為 現在的我很快樂.
我不會問他 我們是什關系.可能有一天 他會主動提出呢?
朋友都說 我很傻.
對不起 使你們擔心 我沒事.
最近 他生病了.我慶倖他給我機會照顧他 因為我知道他本來就是個自己照顧自己的人 如今卻愿意讓我照顧他 是我對他很重要嗎?
我不喜歡他生病.看他生病的模樣 我很難過 想掉眼淚.我要病魔趕快走開 我要看到他健康的模樣。
我越來越愛他了~
愛到無法自拔~
こんにちは。 私は miki。 私は 20 歳である。 私はDNを愛するが, 