Full of emotions. Sad.Happy.Relieved.Angry.Helpless.
But
im glad that i've walked out of e darkest moment. n hopefully, it's by myself. ain't i brave? any nods? Anyway, hw did i ever haf e power to come back into e light? Actually im nt sure myself too. hmm..let mi think. . . . i remember gg to e library. I was surrounded by many many books. Are e books which cure me? . . . I dun think books haf such gr8 power before. Now den i realised tat they r a gd medication. Coz when i read, wadever sad memories juz go away. It's amazing. Tat's wad i feel. N i love e library v. much now!! Who ever loves e library?? A boring place?? Wadever u wanna think about mi, whether it's im a boring person or a freak, i wanna shout out "I love e library!! Tat's where i go most often!!" In the library, u can find many books. Many types somemore. N i bet no one will tot of wad im reading at e moment. Any blind guesses?? I dun tink anyone will guess correctly. Coz im reading e travel guides. lol. A weird type of book to read?? Nop. i dun think so. In fact, i think it's v. v. enriching to read. Coz i get to noe lots lots about e country. My wish is to travel around e world. So isn't this a gr8 start before i go on my trips?? Haha. Before this, i need to save lots lots of money first. N i need a Cyber shot camera 1st!! Anyone wanna buy for me?? lol. Rich hunks out there pls come n find me. I need money!! lol.
Besides gg to e library, i oso remember gg to e beach. Woh. Great winds there. N i really think it blew away all my grief. E beach is a gd cure too. Looking at e waves beating on e shores, i can really sit there n think about e matter seriously. I can figure out wad's wrong n wad's right to do now. I realised that wad's right to do now is to be happy. den he will oso be happy. It was at e beach that i think i've decided to stand back into e light again. N i've done it!! In future, gg to e beach will be when i've something tat i cant figure out. n of course, relax n destress there is e most effective method too.
Last week, i tried cooking indian mee goreng. The result was q. surprising. At least for me. Coz it tastes kinda gr8. lol. Not my tastebuds got prob. it's really nice. I din realised i haf e gift of cooking until then. lol. For e first time i actually got such gd results, isn't it worth celebrat'in?? I'll try out cooking other dishes in future. when i haf e time. when i haf e money to buy e ingredients. kinda of busy over my travel guides n kinda broke now. where's my pay??! >_<
I've discovered a street in Bugis that has many stalls selling at night. During Saturday, i tried out e black sesame paste n pumpkin cake. Not bad. Can try out others next time.. like tang yuan, beancurd, lotus paste, peanut paste, suan pan zi, jelly. . . . . . thinking of em makes me hungry..おいいし~~
yoz..finally update my blog..haf been busy for e last few days..coz went to exercise.. lol. i gotta 'cut away' all my fats..haha. n hopefully i can train my 6 pecs..lol. tis is q impossible for mi..coz i'm always munching on sth..n right nw, i'm eating choco wafer sticks..gonna haf all those fats back again.... -.- aniwae, exercising is gr8..look.. e room is soo spacious.. gr8 workout for mi^^ my leg is soo fat..i wanna haf skinny legs!!
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it's raining soo heavily..in a few secs, e black clouds cover e buildings.. rain's coming??
有时 人生就是这么残酷 你所付出的hard work 不一定会有对你满意的回报 但是 我觉得当我付出all my hard work的时候 回报并不是最重要的 反而 我觉得没有遗憾是最重要的 如果 你付出你的best 而又得到满意的回报 当然 是最好的 但是 this is not always the case. 所以我说人生是残酷的。
i dunno wad's happening to me..i tink im goin cra-zy..is it becoz of too much stress?? i dunno. i've been working part-time for some time. does this got to do wif it? but i've always been liddat n nth has realli happened lik wad happen today..i realli cant understand myself already..wad's happening to me?? or is it i've watched too much tv?? does this got to do wif wad happened today?? i dunno!! can anione help me?? can anione gif me an ans??
Wad happened today is sth tat has not happened for a long time. mayb for a few years le.. Today, i actually exploded..not as in a bomb got in my house n tat i've become thin air..(or else hw am i writing in my blog!!).. It's juz tat i actualli got v. v. angry..i started shouting at my bro..mayb not shouting..but actualli yelling and screaminglike some crazy girl. i dunno wad am i doin..it's juz some trivial matter tat my bro did tat i actualli over-reacted n started yelling and screaming at him. Am i reaching meno-pause soon?? BUT tat's impossible..im oni 18.. OMG! Wad's wrong with me? there's gonna b sth wrong wif me..but WAD??
My buddies all haf nt seen me getting angry b4..i dunno y..mayb im gd tempered?? den y has sth lik this happen today? it muz b a shock to 'em if i tell 'em..Oh well..wad's happening to me??
N u noe wad..i actualli felt relieved after all e yelling n screaming. Everything seem to become normal again..Normally, this kind of thing is wad someone under alot of stress does. but am i tat kind of person?? i doubt so...now nt sching lo. Wad's e matter wif me??!!
OMGOMGOMGOMG
i tink im getting crazy...hu can save me??
Saturday, March 3, 2007,9:57 AM
又自恋了~
Mi Vs Lee Jun-Gi
Thursday, March 1, 2007,9:19 AM
Mac'Donalds - My fa-vour-ite??
I'm always hanging out at Mac..Coz i'm always eating Mac..So do i realli like Mac tat much?? The ans is 'No'! I dun like Mac v much..I like KFC, Long John, Pastamania too...I DUN esp like Mac..but why im i always eating Mac?? The cruel reason behind this is .......Mac is e most convenient food outlet at my workplace. It's soo unfair lo..Y cant haf more food outlets dere?? It's kinda a torture to be eating Mac all e time although dere's a wide variety of food to choose from..*sigh*
But
i still ate Mac yest..
A new combination of food - regular fries, apple pie, double chocolate-
It's not bad a combo..coz all r my fav. food..
I like Mac's apple pie..
Look at the filling inside..looks yuMMy..
However, i was disappointed wif e apple pie yest..coz it's nt hot..although dere's a caution written on e packaging "Caution: Filling is hot"..It cheat my feelings sia..nt hot de.. hmph!
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I saw a amazing creation on e floor yest..E water puddle is in e shape of a heart!! Tat's unbelieveable~
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miki.
chun. miki. 19.
I'm living in miki-nest.
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Colors : purple.pink. Foods : all. Movies : gore.horror.comedy.love. Idols : chun.jiro.ahbu.calvin.dean fujioka.
Mi Vs Lee Jun-Gi
However, i was disappointed wif e apple pie yest..coz it's nt hot..although dere's a caution written on e packaging "Caution: Filling is hot"..It cheat my feelings sia..nt hot de.. hmph! 
こんにちは。 私は miki。 私は 20 歳である。 私はDNを愛するが, 