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Tuesday, January 25, 2011,2:51 PM
2011's 1st post
it has been more than a year since i blogged!
wow.that's very long~
2010 has been a year of joys and pains. Many things happen. Good things came in the first 6 months and then some unhappiness things came after June.Now that its 2011, a new year, i hope good things come back soon..
We are still together. Sometimes there are quarrels, but there are many happy memories with him. Recently, he declared that we are in an open relationship. Im very saddened by this act. But i know i kind of started it. I said bad things like he's not doing what boyfriends do normally, like carrying my bag. I was angry that he made me wait for 3 hours plus 'cause he did his facial. He said sorry but i was still angry. Now that i recalled what happened, i totally regretted it! i overreacted! oww~ what was i thinking then? he did apologised~
Im bearing my consequences now. that is in an open relationship n not holding hands in public. We'r not exclusive to each other anymore. He can find another girl. :(
I hated the idea of not claiming him as my bf in public. Now we can only be seen as friends by others...i feel his love fading too...
The only thing i can do is to make him happy, so that he remember the happiness we had then.
こんにちは。 私は miki。 私は 20 歳である。 私はDNを愛するが, 