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Tuesday, June 19, 2007,3:36 PM

new design

yohooo~~~

here's my new blog backgrd.....棒棒糖！！！

超玄的！！！

Sunday, June 17, 2007,4:24 PM

crazy gal

"wd's e prob wif u today? "
do u always ask tis qn when u c urself in e bathroom everyday?

well, i am..oni recently.

evrytime i look in e mirror, i wonder 'hu r u'..'is tat mi'..
it's nt tat i dun lik myself.
it's juz tat i dun recognize myself.
is tis my REAL self? or im i juz exposing my uNtrUe self?

daydreaming's my hobby.Imagining's my feat.
do i wanna continue living in tis unREAL life?

oww..tat''s pathetic.
wd's happening?
i guess i nd a change. but wad shd i start wif? my hair,clothes,fingers,accessories.....etc.
wd precisely shd i change?
even i dunno e ans. -.-

actualli, is a change realli tat necessary??
cant i juz accept e ME now once n for all?
since i can feel happiness, peace, bliss n all now.

BUT i understand tat these r juz lik bubbles n they'll burst by a slightest movement.

i cant decide wad to do. change or not to change???
kinda driving crazy.

.......juz go crazy..tis is e route i've decide to walk on..(at least for e moment).

,12:49 PM

'It'

i've been searching..all these while..but nth seems to be in flavor of..

y is it tat difficult to find it interesting, flexible, profitable?

could it b tat i've nt looked thoroughly? i supposed so...

i've always been lazy abt tis thing..not in a single thought tat occur to mi tat i muz look for it seriously. i tink tat's becoz it's me! tat's how i work.live.

i always want relaxation in my whole life. no worry,no stress. but tis seem mission impossible for mayb e trillion times?? ohmigod. tat's how things r???

where's e peaceful life tat i look forward to?wif tat him i supposed.

however i nd to continue to look for 'it'..coz 'it' will help put my life in a brand new style.i supposed.

,12:49 AM

pouring probs

a few more mins, a new day will begin...

it's raining now..in fact, from morn til now, e temp's low in sg...at least in e east whr i live..

rain's pouring n my heart's pouring too..

i dun get it.

y is evrything so nt rite? how can i put evrything in place?