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Sunday, June 17, 2007,4:24 PM
crazy gal
"wd's e prob wif u today? "
do u always ask tis qn when u c urself in e bathroom everyday?
well, i am..oni recently.
evrytime i look in e mirror, i wonder 'hu r u'..'is tat mi'..
it's nt tat i dun lik myself.
it's juz tat i dun recognize myself.
is tis my REAL self? or im i juz exposing my uNtrUe self?
daydreaming's my hobby.Imagining's my feat.
do i wanna continue living in tis unREAL life?
oww..tat''s pathetic.
wd's happening?
i guess i nd a change. but wad shd i start wif? my hair,clothes,fingers,accessories.....etc.
wd precisely shd i change?
even i dunno e ans. -.-
actualli, is a change realli tat necessary??
cant i juz accept e ME now once n for all?
since i can feel happiness, peace, bliss n all now.
BUT i understand tat these r juz lik bubbles n they'll burst by a slightest movement.
i cant decide wad to do. change or not to change???
kinda driving crazy.
.......juz go crazy..tis is e route i've decide to walk on..(at least for e moment).